Sometimes

I am getting a lot of distractions for the past few days, perhaps it comes from my pending-procrastinations works to be done or maybe just admit that I'm that lazy. 

I let everything follow like the wind without having any intentions to do my routine properly.  I let my books untouched. I let my wardrobe scruffy. I remembered I made a new resolution last year to at least finished one book per month. But now I only finished half of it. And let it untouched neatly on my table but I did touch yesterday 🤪.

So, my rant: Yesterday was hectic. I slept early since I was really tired. And I woke up realizing I didn't take my dinner yet. I opened up my fridge and saw an apple. I took a bite and abruptly maybe my digestive system worked quickly, I'm full already. I asked my youngest brother to finish that Apple for me. He stared and told me ” kenapa kakak selalu suruh azim habiskan makanan kakak”. I let the question hang and went to my room, finishing my works. 

Today is supposed to be the day I am done with everything. But don't know what's wrong with me. I think I didn't do this properly. 

Nak tidola. Stress pulak