And you'll heal someday, though the day is uncertain.
And you'll stop caring; your heart stops aching.
For now, accept the process, swallow everything, and go through the healing phase.
Someday, you can choose to stop doing hurtful things. In case of the next day, you lose the battle, it's totally okay.
At least, you are there, trying. Trying your very best.
Unsure whether it is fully healed, or just stop thinking about it. Or maybe merely adapting to the pain.
Side note; the damage has been done, and the remedy is nowhere to be found.
Healing sometimes takes forever. But forever is a long time, and worst, it had no deadlines.
Longing feels guilty, regretting feels like remorse, and forgetting parts are the most aching. Cause honey, the heart wants it a different way.
Frankly, stuck between uncertain things. Healing but at the same time breaking down. Unexplainable, but acceptable, cause the process itself is the combination of everything.
But someday, I wish I woke up, and feel like the old me again. Better, the new me with the better mindset.
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